discoveries...

This year, I discovered that it is hard for me to go to school from my house to Kangaku because it takes about one and a half hours. Especially I feel that it is very hard for me after I practiced dance till late at night, so I feel I don't want to go to school when I got up early.

But why did I feel it is hard? I'd like to talk about it.

When I was a dormitory student in Germany, I felt that it is a comfortable for me to go to school because it takes just 2 minutes from dormitory to school. Thanks to it, I slept like a log until I went to school, and if there was something I forgot to bring when I left the dormitory, I could go back the dormitory soon. So now I'm very tired and it's too much trouble to get up early because I was brought up free from all care. Someday I wish I want to live a single life in Kotoen.

"When I'm 40"

I think I never can tell what is in store for me, but it is very good thing for me to have lofty ideals. For example, become rich, live big house, marriage, and so on. In addtion, I think everybody wish those things, but there is no guarantee that my ideals are fulfill, so I'd like to grant my ideals one by one in the future.

Today I 'd like to tell you about "When I am 40".
First, I'll work very hard because I must earn living expenses and use for myself. So I hope I get a job after I graduate from Kangaku, and a few years later I want to be married with three kids because I can live it up with family. Moreover I think if I have a family I can have a good time with family because I want to someone to talk to in my home. So I hate to live a single life because maybe I think I feel vert lonely everyday.
Besides, I'll be dutiful to my parents because I was under the care of my parents, so I want to give my parents something. For example, house, food, clothes,and so on. So I want to make my parents lend a happy life.

Finally, today I talked about "when I was 40", but I don't know that everything is going well. So I will make every effort from now on, and I wish I want to grant my these ideals.